for the second time in less than a month, i’ve gone into terrible depression. started from a seemingly innocuous statement from my parents. now feeling so damn low i might just about do anything…
wonder why things have become so woresht…
to update, i’ve kinda enjoyed my hols. first day went with a couple of congresspeople on some campaign trail. threw up some interesting insights. those people simply couldn’t fathom how sonia is a foreigner! and lots of similar stuff..
then i’ve been going on long walks around south bangalore every evening. and just observed. and enjoyed life around. only thing i missed has been a good camera. which reminds me, i want to buy a digicam. budget 10k. recommendations please.
not doing much else actually. oh yeah, i’ve started doign Su-do-ku. quite engrossing i must say. and a lot of these “celebrities” have said in the ToI that “i was so bad at numbers. but sudoku is so wonderful i’m quite good at it”. sudoku is a logic game. numbers are just incidental. you might as well replace 1 to 9 with a to i or alpha to whatever…
started making my finals resume… realized that it has a huge hole – projects. most projects i’ve done have been total fraud. have no papers of note either. but for that i seem to have a pretty “good” resume.
nothing much else. as i was tossing and turning in bed, i kinda made a mental note as to what all i should write in this. stuff like why i’m depressed and stuff. no i feel it’s not worth it so chuck it.
and yeah, i’m still bloody depressed.